you know i've realized something...
sometimes people are going to fuck you over
sometimes you are going to loose you best friends
sometimes people are going to hate you
sometimes the clicking in your car won't stop
sometimes you'll be forced to listen to disturbed on the radio
sometimes you'll forget and then someone will
a.)have a siezure
b.) talk about gay rights
c.) sing a song that you sang when he didn't come to see me sing it
d.) ride home with me when they introduced me to him
...and you'll remember
and sometimes things change
but i also realized that...
sometimes you're english teacher will wear a plaid tie with a skull and crossbones and hit on you
sometimes you'll get to watch sex and the city dvd's with your best friend while eating sour candy
sometimes you'll get to do that one act a bizzilion times and not get sick of it
sometimes someone will leave you a note telling you you are pretty
sometimes you'll get to be the maid of honor at your cousin's wedding
and sometimes it's ok to remember
.....and i'll smile.
so it's ok because it's my life and i make the decisions on how things turn out and i am most definately fine with that.
so journal it is time to come to a close...
you cause me too much pain.
.caity.
"we were born for battle" | 
